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great memories.
scary memories.
new friends.
crazy shit.
a new person…
a bit of confusion…
a waiting game.
You know when you want to cry but you can’t?
You know when you’ve made such a big memory that you can hardly get over it?
this really was a bitter sweet weekend.
fuck.
.meow.
No one to tell me that uploading these are stupid.
But I tell myself that I look a little crazy here. LOL >.< “it’s the crazy ones who have the good pills” ~ Sex and the City. ;)
edit: @ANDREW - learn these lyrics! Your performance at park 77 sucked. LMFAO
:) Go with the Flow - Being Down for Anything
I’m single right now. I’ve had such a great opportunity to hang out with the friends I couldn’t chill with before. Doing crazy ass shit and making awesome memories and stories. Really, if it weren’t for these guys, I’d be at a loss. I don’t even know how to thank them, really! All the crazy shit people do in their early twenties - i’m finally doing! <3 Carpe Diem! lollol
As for John? I’m not going to lie - I miss him. He wasn’t just a boyfriend. He is my best friend. There’s so much I want to tell him. Wednesday is coming up. I’m nervous.
I listened to your old voice messages to me. “Hello… i just wanted to say i love you and o hope you get some rest tonight…”
I wish you didn’t look down on me so much and crushed me so much. Its these warm moments that made me say its okay that u hurt me.
If I’m a strong independent woman, why are these tears streaming down my face as i replay “i love you’ over in my head? Its because i never doubt your love for me. I only doubted mine for yours.
First meal of the day: strawberry milk tea, butter English muffin, and nutella English muffin. (Taken with instagram)
Friends
And memories that will be remembered later… lmfao Thanks for an awesome night, besties, new friends, and every one in between. <33
I wonder if he reads this…
Channeling my sadness energies into self-betterment energies! RAWR!!
I noticed his fb doesn’t say ‘in a relationship’ anymore just as mine says ‘single’. His doesn’t say ‘single’. I wonder if that means anything. I can’t wait til the two weeks are over and we know ourselves better. I hope this works out.
I wish we could google “hangout” while I study and you play Star Wars…
